Solo Performer

Always I have been
a solo performer
On the stage of my life
I walked alone
I struggled to be a human
still alone

I joined those teenagers
who enjoyed in their
parent's car
I sat with them
but looking out of window
amongst loud music

I joined those college guys
who sat in shade to stare
each girl and I still
sat on the side
waiting for a special
appearance

I joined professionals
who talked about daily lives
and I still ate my plate
very unnoticed

I talked to everyone
to be a part of human industry
but all reacted
I am different

I searched someone
to share my last night dream
but there was no one
she too was busy
in similar world

I ran to find you
all over the ground
now I wish to tell you all
what implanted in me
I dreamed you ohh God
but I am still running
to find you
to tell you I am always
a solo performer.

P.S : This is not written by me. This is written by a friend of mine. 
I liked it very much and somewhere found its relevance to my life.. hence sharing..